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Tuesday, 29 December 2009
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Making God a liar revisited
Yesterday, I was puzzled by the last verse of chapter one of the First Epistle of John, which reads
If we say we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us (1 John 1:10).
I was confused because by definition, a liar lies. If you do not say anything, you cannot be a liar. If you tell the truth, you cannot be a liar. If I lie, I am a liar, not somebody else. I could not understand how John could say that I made God a liar when I denied I have sinned.However, my logic missed a crucial point. I should allow for the peculiar thinking process of the Jews who lived 2000 years ago. Actually, I touched upon it yesterday but I missed it. Let me go back to the "liar" in the Gospel of John.
You are of your father the devil, and your will is to do your father's desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, and has nothing to do with the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks according to his own nature, for he is a liar and the father of lies (John 8:44).
Jesus criticized the Jews for hardening their hearts and rejecting him despite the fact that he had already performed many signs to show that he was the Messiah. The Jews rejected the truth and Jesus warned them of the seriousness of the consequences. They chose the Devil to be their father!"Like father like sons" was a common Jewish aphorism. But it was expressed in a different way.
The fathers have eaten sour grapes, and the children's teeth are set on edge (Jeremiah 31:29, Ezekiel 18:2).
This proverb expresses the effects of parental influence on children. By extension, it suggests that children would suffer the consequences of the sins of parents. For example, once Jesus' disciples asked him what made the man born blind, the man's own sins or his parents'.
As he passed by, he saw a man blind from his birth.
And his disciples asked him, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?" (John 9:1-2)
The children would inherit the parents' sins and their consequences. Therefore, this seemed to be a very common idea among the Jews. This is also the basis for the argument of the Original Sin. It is not our own fault. Yet, we inherit this state of sinfulness because of the disobedience of our first parents.
Return to the proverb above. Both Jeremiah and Ezekiel quoted this proverb in order to disprove it. They tried to make the individuals shoulder their own responsibilities. They did not seem to be successful.Return to the first Epistle of John. John called his readers no less than 10 times "children", "little children" and "my little children". John was an elder, more or less a father to them all. Therefore, when he wrote about the relation between God and his readers, John was thinking in terms of a father and his sons. In fact, he showed them that they were "God's children" in chapter 3.
See what love the Father has given us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are. The reason why the world does not know us is that it did not know him.
Beloved, we are God's children now; it does not yet appear what we shall be, but we know that when he appears we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is (1 John 3:1-2).
Our making God a liar makes sense to me now. Since God has made us His children. Applying the "like father like son" Jewish proverb, we make God a liar when we tell lies, when we deny that we have sinned. God is our father. We inherit His nature. Applying Jesus' words above in John 8, if we lie, it reveals our lying nature and somehow reflects the nature of God. This is how our lying makes God a liar.Suddenly, I begin to appreciate what dangers incarnation entails. The Word became flesh and moved among us in history, in time and space. Though sometimes he defied natural laws to work miracles, he still had to undergo natural growth, experience sadness and anger, hunger and thirst, exhaustion and fear. At last he died. Yes, the incarnate God was able to die.
But what is worst, Jesus has made us all the adopted children of God. God the Father exposes Himself to the danger of becoming a liar! What a contamination of divinity! Here, we are not talking about the pain we inflict on Jesus when we sin. We are talking about the contamination we inflict on God the Father when we lie. Redeeming human beings by incarnation, God the Father opens Himself to malicious risks, making Himself vulnerable to Satan's attack.Dear Lord, incarnation is no fun to You. Thank you for believing in human nature. Purify us so that we may be made worthy to share Your eternal life. Amen.
Monday, 28 December 2009
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Feast of the Holy Innocents
Like St. Stephen, the first Christian martyr, the children under 2 murdered by Herod the Great in Bethlehem are considered by the Church to be martyrs. They died in Jesus' stead. The Catholic Church celebrates the feast of the Holy Innocents today to remember these powerless martyrs who did not even have the chance to open their mouths to proclaim Jesus!
BBC has produced a 9-part TV series "Mysteries of the Bible". One episode poses to defend Herod the Great. The narrator says, quite correctly, that there is only one single verse in the Gospel of Matthew (Matthew 2:16) which incriminates Herod but no extra-biblical record whatsoever. However, in the end, BBC does not have the guts to deny the probability of such a massacre! The episode only manages to show that Herod the Great was a master builder for security reasons and himself a victim of paranoia. From the article "Holy Innocents" by Holweck (1910) found in the Catholic Encyclopaedia, one can find most of the figures and reasoning employed by BBC.Today and the next couple of days, we will be reading the First Epistle of John. Scholars agree that it was penned, if not by John the Apostle himself, by one member of the John community. This epistle shares a lot of vocabulary with the Gospel. One particular verse puzzles me deeply. It reads
If we say we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us (1 John 1:10).
This verse is the last of 5 consecutive verses beginning with "if" and a parallel of verse 8 which reads
If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us (1 John 1:8).
Verse 8 is easily understood. We are sinners because we miss the target set by God. If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves. But why do we make God a liar if we claim we have not missed the mark? Wouldn't it make more sense if we say we have not sinned, we make ourselves liars? Herod the Great killed the innocent children. If Herod said he had not sinned, wouldn't Herod make himself a liar, rather than God a liar? I am confused.
In the Gospel of John, the word "liar" appears twice in chapter 8. The first one refers to Satan.
You are of your father the devil, and your will is to do your father's desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, and has nothing to do with the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks according to his own nature, for he is a liar and the father of lies (John 8:44).
The Devil is a liar because it is in its nature to tell lies.
But you have not known him; I know him. If I said, I do not know him, I should be a liar like you; but I do know him and I keep his word (John 8:55).
If Jesus lies, Jesus will be a liar like the Jews he was speaking to.
So, liars tell lies. Telling lies makes a person a liar, not others liars. When we, for whatever reason, tell lies, the truth is not in us, but still in others. We become liars, not others. To make God a liar, God must have said something not true. What possibly has God said that is not true? Impossible! It is because God is the Truth. God cannot deny Himself. God does not tell lies. He can never be a liar. So how is it that when we lie, we make God a liar? I am more confused.Is it a particular lie, viz. that we have not sinned, that makes God a liar? Let us reason.
Suppose it is true that we have not sinned. Then we are telling the truth when we say we have not sinned. Telling the truth can make God a liar if God lies when He says we have sinned. God, through Paul, does say that all have sinned (Romans 3:23). Does God lie when He says all have sinned?
Negative. Our present situation bears witness to the reality that we have sinned. Then God is a liar only if He says we have not sinned. Throughout the Bible, we cannot find a verse saying that we have not sinned. Instead we find many verses saying that God has forgiven our sins. Once again, we cannot make God a liar. Would somebody explain to me the meaning of 1 John 1:10? I wish I were like one of the Holy Innocents.Dear Lord, my reasoning has come to a dead end. Open my heart, Lord. Show me the proper way to meet You in the Scripture. Amen.
Sunday, 27 December 2009
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Feast of the Holy Family (Year C)
This Christmas season, we attended several masses celebrated by Fr. Martin within just a few days. Christmas season is really very demanding on priests because they have to think up different topics to talk about in the homily. Today, the theme is family. So, Fr. Martin humbly declined the leading role in the homily. Instead, he invited a young couple to share their views on family life with the congregation. The couple was very humble in admitting that they still had to learn from many of couples present.
Ray and Bonnie have been married for roughly 2 years. Bonnie is 8 months into her pregnancy. They are so happy and so sweet. Both of them are working and will be very tired after work. Despite this, Ray will cook when he returns first. He does not take advantage of the traditional mindset, thinking that a woman's place is the kitchen. He does not mind cooking and is happy that Bonnie appreciates the dishes he makes.
They are not immune to arguments, but they know when they should stop arguing and start listening. There have been problems beyond their capabilities to handle. They pray together. Bonnie is more vocal and articulate in expressing her thoughts and feelings about their family life. Ray looks very protection, especially because Bonnie is pregnant. However, something was missing from their sharings. They did not mention the relationships with the in-laws. Anyway, I am grateful for their candid sharing and here I pray for their marriage and their baby. May their marriage grows sweeter day by day and their baby healthy and intelligent.It was Fr. Martin's turn to speak. He told us that in preparing for Sunday homilies, he usually prays. But this time, he could not help laughing when he was meditating the following verses.
And when they saw him they were astonished; and his mother said to him, "Son, why have you treated us so? Behold, your father and I have been looking for you anxiously."
And he said to them, "How is it that you sought me? Did you not know that I must be in my Father's house?" (Luke 2:48-19)
In his prayerful mind, he would envision a youngster returning home in the small hours after Christmas Eve celebration. His mother would probably jump out of bed, telling her son off with Mary's words. Then, the young man would retort, repeating words similar to the 12-year-old Jesus'.
Fr. Martin was speaking to the adults. He did not tell the young people to return home early next time. Instead, he talked about "Passive Coordination" in family relations. Referring back to Ray and Bonnie who are able to stop arguing and start listening, Fr. Martin told the parents to learn from them and from the reaction of Mary.
And they did not understand the saying which he spoke to them.
and his mother kept all these things in her heart (Luke 2:50, 51b).
It was not profitable to win an argument at the expense of family relations. There are times when it is wiser to listen than to speak. But we should not forget God either. Invite God into our family life. Then ours can also be a Holy Family too.In the afternoon, Erminia and I went to the Christmas gathering for the permanent deacons. It was truly a family gathering. Many deacons and candidates brought along their family members, children and grandchildren. I even met an old student of mine. He is the son of Deacon Sung.
The Vicar General told us that the feast of the Holy Family was an appropriate occasion for this gathering. We have commitment to at least seven families: The Holy Family in Heaven, the Universal Church, the Hong Kong Diocese, the Hong Kong Community, the parish, the diaconate community and our own family. Husband, wife and God are the basic unit of the Holy Family. Therefore, he would be very happy to see greater development of "Husband and Wife Spirituality" in the near future.
There were self-introduction, party games, performances, Yoga demonstration, lucky draw, evening prayer and a substantial dinner. Many people had contributed financially and physically to make this gathering a success. The atmosphere was familial.Dear Lord, the institution of family is under siege in modern society. Many people do not appreciate their needs for a family. I pray for the dysfunctional families. Lord, You are able to turn the tide, transform sorrows into joy and distill goodness out of evil. Grant them Your grace. Amen.
Saturday, 26 December 2009
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Feast of St. Stephen 2009
The first day after Christmas is not Boxing Day when people unwrap the Christmas presents they receive. Rather, it is the feast day of the first Christian martyr, St. Stephen of Jerusalem. His story is recorded in the Acts of the Apostles.
When the number of believers in Jerusalem increased, the Apostles had to deal with a practical internal problem.
Now in these days when the disciples were increasing in number, the Hellenists murmured against the Hebrews because their widows were neglected in the daily distribution (Acts 6:1).
The disputes between Jewish Christians (the Hebrews) and Greek-speaking Jewish Christians (the Hellenists) were disputes between local Jews and overseas Jews who came back to Jerusalem on pilgrimage, joined the Jesus movement and stayed behind. Hellenist widows being neglected was only a trigger. Just imagine. The Hebrews sold all their property and donated the money to the Apostles to distribute. What had these Hellenists donated? Would they go home, sell their property and travel back to Jerusalem to donate all the proceeds to the Apostles? At first, the Hebrews might be generous. After all, Jesus would soon return. However, when Jesus kept postponing and the number of believers kept increasing, it was not going to be easy to defuse the dissatisfaction.
The believers then selected seven Greek-speaking helpers who were men of good repute, full of the Spirit and wisdom (Acts 6:3). To them the Twelve delegated authority to handle this alm distribution business (Acts 6:6). Perhaps they had to be fund-raisers as well.
They chose Stephen, a man full of faith and of the Holy Spirit, and Philip, and Prochorus, and Nicanor, and Timon, and Parmenas, and Nicolaus, a proselyte of Antioch (Acts 6:5b).
Among them, the stories of Stephen and Philip are recorded in the Acts. Stephen was more than a server at the table (Acts 6:2).
And Stephen, full of grace and power, did great wonders and signs among the people.
Then some of those who belonged to the synagogue of the Freedmen (as it was called), and of the Cyrenians, and of the Alexandrians, and of those from Cilicia and Asia, arose and disputed with Stephen.
But they could not withstand the wisdom and the Spirit with which he spoke (Acts 6:8-10).From the Acts, we know that Stephen was a man of good repute. He was full of faith, wisdom and power. So far, only the apostles were able to work miracles. Stephen was the exception. Luke applied the word grace χάριτος to Stephen.
In the gospel of Luke, the word χάρις is used in 8 verses and is translated as favour. In Acts, it appears in 17 verses, 8 of which are translated as grace. It refers to the special favour granted by God.
Stephen made good use of the grace granted him by God. He engaged in disputes with those Greek-speaking Jews and earned his martyrdom. They brought him in front of the High Priest in the Jewish Council, accusing him of blaspheming Moses, the Torah and the Temple. His speech recorded in Acts 7 was a Christian view of Jewish history. Even before Stephen was able to mention the message of Jesus of Nazareth, he was already stoned to death. Luke said that Stephen was speaking with wisdom and the Holy Spirit (Acts 6:10). Stephen was a good instrument of the Holy Spirit.Dear Lord, You have chosen and given us St. Stephen to be Your good Deacon. Hear his prayers.
St. Stephen, pray for all the deacons that they will follow your footsteps, each making good use of the grace the Lord grant him to bear witness to His great love for the needy. Amen.
Friday, 25 December 2009
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Christmas 2009
It has become a tradition in our parish to baptize babies on Christmas Day. For these lucky babies, every year when people all over the world celebrate the birth of our Saviour, they will also be celebrating the joy of their new life in Christ. How meaningful it is!
Many readers may object to infantile baptism, saying that the infants are not in the position to take up such a fundamental option as to believe in a personal Saviour. Furthermore, the parents have deprived the infants of their right to choose their faith.
The first objection is right. The infants are too young to take up the option. That is why we do not baptize the infants because of their faith. Rather, we baptize them because of the faith of their parents. The parents believe in God, believe in Jesus as their Saviour. Shouldn't the infants follow the faith of their parents? Subsequently, it is also the responsibility of the parents to provide adequate religious education for their children.
The second objection is not quite right. As parents, we bring them to this world without seeking their consent. We breast-feed them or bottle-feed them without asking for their opinions. We send them to the "best" kindergartens or primary schools without ... This is not a question of the rights of the infants. Rather, it is a question of the duties of the parents. As parents, it is our duty to give the best to our children.Again, Fr. Martin officiated at the 11 a.m. mass in which some 20 infants were baptized. Many of the parents were young couples. One or two mothers were pregnant as well. The whole atmosphere was pregnant with vitality. The gospel reading was taken from the first 14 verses of John 1. It is a highly theological reflection on the part of John. I was wondering how Fr. Martin would handle it.
Perhaps taking the cues from so many young couples, Fr. Martin began by quoting the results of sociological researches on marriages. Free love was a romance. Marriages across social strata were myths. These were inventions by fiction writers. In reality, people would marry people with similar sociological background, such as income, education level and religious affiliation etc. Some psychological researches further revealed that people would choose spouses possessing similar character traits as the parent of their opposite gender. In short, many girls tend to marry men of their father-figures and boys their mother-figures.
If you are wondering what Fr. Martin was aiming at, here comes the main theme of his homily.
And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, full of grace and truth; we have beheld his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father (John 1:14).
In order to make His salvation more accessible to us, God takes up the challenge to become a man. In order to make Himself known to us, God becomes one of us. To build up a relationship with us, God leaves heaven to become baby Jesus. With similar socio-psychological background, we may choose him, build up a trust relationship with him and attain transformation and salvation. As Christian parents, it is our duty to make Jesus more accessible to our children.
CHRISTMAS GREETING
Blessed be Jesus, the
Incarnate Word of God, who
Descended from heaven so as to
Elevate us to
Greater heights.
Let us remember to
Lower ourselves a little,
Humble ourselves a bit so as to
Come closer to Jesus, our Destiny.
AMEN.
MERRY CHRISTMAS
Yours in the Risen Lord
Alex Kwok
2009 Christmas
Thursday, 24 December 2009
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Christmas Eve 2009
As usual, Fr. Martin Ip celebrated the 8 p.m. Christmas Eve mass. He arranged the helpers of the Sunday School to perform a mini-drama to convey the Christmas message for the congregation. This year, the message was a bit deep and the congregation did not quite get it. They did not know the drama had finished!
The plot was very simple. St. Joseph guarded the entrance to the Land of Happiness. People who wanted to live in this piece of Land had to bring a gift to prove that they were peaceful people. Then came three modern magi. The first one brought gold. He explained that he would buy anything, even love, with his gold. The second one brought knowledge. With knowledge, he would be able to solve all problems on earth. The last one brought Uranium! He would blow up anybody who threatened peace! Of course they were rejected by St. Joseph when they came to the entrance. In the ear of each magi, St. Joseph whispered a few words and each one of them went away crestfallen. The narrator told the congregation that St. Jospeh said, "You have not brought Baby Jesus." Then, she stopped there. St. Joseph stood there motionless. There was silence (reflection?) for more than 10 seconds.The drama was based on the famous line from Isaiah which Handel also wrote one of the most famouse chorus in his Oratorio, Messiah.
For to us a child is born, to us a son is given; and the government will be upon his shoulder, and his name will be called "Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace." (Isaiah 9:6)
The Baby Jesus was the Prince of Peace. The three modern magi failed to become an instrument of peace themselves. Therefore, they were denied entrance into the Land of Happiness.
Then, Fr. Martin shared an experience he had while he was still working in a hotel. An employee, Mr. A, had won the Most Hospitable Employee Award. In the prize giving ceremony, Mr. A shared with the audience what he had learned from Mr. B, a winner of this award many years ago. Once Mr. B served an Arabian customer very well. This client generously gave Mr. B a Rolex wristwatch. Hoping to get the same generosity, Mr. A worked very dedicatedly in his work. Though he had no luck to receive a Rolex wristwatch, he found other satisfactions in his work. His customers were more cooperative when Mr. A served them. In return, Mr. A could feel the warmth displayed by his customers.Fr. Martin encouraged us to be the first one to take the first step to extend a friendly hand to the others. Jesus was God. He has taken the first step to lower himself, to be born of a woman in order to save us. Peace has become a possibility on earth. So, let us contemplate the mystery of incarnation. Let us follow the humble example of the BVM. Let us not insist on our superiority or our being right. When everybody does this, the world will become peaceful.
Dear Lord, I pray that in the year ahead, Brien and I may attain greater heights to reach You. Amen.
Wednesday, 23 December 2009
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The duties of priests
I was on holiday with Erminia in Macau. The following was written 2 days later, on Christmas.Malachi was the last of the 12 minor prophets. He condemned Jews who divorced so as to marry foreign women.
Judah has been faithless, and abomination has been committed in Israel and in Jerusalem; for Judah has profaned the sanctuary of the LORD, which he loves, and has married the daughter of a foreign god (Malachi 2:11).
Therefore, his prophetic ministry probably took place in the time of Nehemiah. It was a colonial time without kings. Judah was only a province of Persia, a foreign power. Priests held the highest authority under colonial rule. But could priests be immune to corruption?Ideally speaking, priests were men of God. God appointed them to govern the people since the era of judges and kings was over. They had the responsibility to listen carefully to God, guard His revelation with devotion and explain it faithfully to the people. When the people did not know what to do, they should seek instruction from the priests and obeyed them with respect because priests were messengers of God. Even if the people thought they knew what to do, they should also make sure that their actions were not contrary to the teachings of the priests.
True instruction was in his mouth, and no wrong was found on his lips. He walked with me in peace and uprightness, and he turned many from iniquity.
For the lips of a priest should guard knowledge, and men should seek instruction from his mouth, for he is the messenger of the LORD of hosts (Malachi 2:6-7).
Therefore, under normal condition, when priests spoke, it was as if God was speaking. They were the soul, the conscience of the people, turning people away from iniquity. If they were wrong, the whole people would perish. Due to such grave demands on them, what psychological qualities were required of priests?
My covenant with him (Levi) was a covenant of life and peace, and I gave them to him, that he might fear; and he feared me, he stood in awe of my name (Malachi 2:5).
God is the God of life and peace. He would give the people such blessings. Priests were the middle men. They were the interface between a powerful God and a stiff-necked people. Of course, they feared. It was impossible to please both sides. They had to take side. If they sided with God. They should stood in awe of God though they might be unpopular among men. If they sided with men, they would extract a lot of advantages from the people in the name of God. Then they said yes to whatever the people asked in order to please them. Siding with men seemed a better option. Then priests became corrupt.
But what if priests really became corrupt? Who would challenge them, unmark them? In the Jewish context, prophets.
At the end of time, the last prophet sent by God would be Elijah.
Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and terrible day of the LORD comes.
And he will turn the hearts of fathers to their children and the hearts of children to their fathers, lest I come and smite the land with a curse (Malachi 4:5-6 RSV, 3:23-24 MT).
While the Jews are still waiting for Elijah to come, Christians have long ago interpreted this Elijah to be John the Baptist (Matthew 17:13). John the Baptist was the last spokesman of God because in Jesus, God speaks directly to us.Nowadays, the situation has totally changed. People do not seek instruction from men of God because many people do not believe in God anymore. There are other forms of authority. People solve their problems and increase their convenience and comfort through science and technology. They uphold scientists to ward off the ghost of God. In ancient times, governments sought mandate from God. Now, they coerce their subjects with gun barrels, manipulate their opinions with propaganda and deliberately omit God from their constitutions and laws. Priests, bishops and popes are relegated to celebrants of rituals. People close their ears to the moral teachings of the Church.
If modern people need priests to fill the void in their hearts created by the lack of life and peace promised by God, they would consecrate scientists, politicians and media gurus to do the task. But will the gods behind these gurus be capable to bring them life and peace? No, gods do not exist. The gurus themselves will be their solutions. The question has changed into whether these gurus, who are themselves flesh and blood, will be able to fill the void. I know no answer to this question.Dear Lord, this was written after the Chinese dissident, Mr. Liu Xiao Bo, was sentenced to 11 years in jail on Christmas. The sentencing is a disgrace to the Chinese government and a disrespect to You, the Prince of Peace. You have already sent all Your prophets. What other trump cards do You have in hand? Are You going to China Yourself to set the dissidents free? Or You have already substituted these dissidents instead and wait for Christians to visit You? Merry Christmas, Chinese Communist Party.
Tuesday, 22 December 2009
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Hannah lent Samuel to the Lord
Today, we read a few verses only. They talked about how Hannah, the mother of Samuel, decided to lend Samuel to the Lord.
For this child I prayed; and the LORD has granted me my petition which I made (שָׁאַלְתִּי) to him.
Therefore I have lent him (הִשְׁאִלְתִּהוּ) to the LORD; as long as he lives, he is lent (שָׁאוּל) to the LORD (1 Samuel 1:27-28).
This is a rather strange expression. Who can lend something to God?
But let's briefly review the story of Hannah first. Her husband was Elkanah.
He had two wives; the name of the one was Hannah, and the name of the other Peninnah. And Peninnah had children, but Hannah had no children (1 Samuel 1:2).
Though Elkanah loved Hannah (1 Samuel 1:8), Peninnah kept provoking and irritating her (1 Samuel 1:6).
Hannah prayed to the Lord in the temple of Shiloh and wept bitterly. Eli was the priest of Shiloh.
Then Eli answered, "Go in peace, and the God of Israel grant your petition which you have made (שָׁאַלְת) to him (1 Samuel 1:17).
Then Hannah conceived and gave birth to Samuel. After weaning, Hannah brought young Samuel (שְׁמוּאֵל meaning "name of El". But it seems to be related to שָׁאַל) to Eli and said the 2 verses above.
A few years ago, Eli gave Hannah the word "ask/request/demand (שָׁאַל)". In return, Hannah made use of the Hiphil stem of the word to answer Eli and the word becomes "borrow/lend (הִשְׁאִל)". Hannah had given birth and fulfilled the duty of a woman. God had restored her dignity. Of course, Samuel was hers. In return, Hannah surrendered the use of (lend) Samuel to God. She understood perfectly well that Samuel was a gift from God. It was enough that her reproach was erased. Later, she was able to give birth to 3 more sons and 2 more daughters to her husband (1 Samuel 2:21).
Once, Paul asked in his epistle to the Romans the following question.
Or who has given a gift to him that he might be repaid? (Romans 11:35)
Paul was paraphrasing Elihu (Job 35:7) and God (Job 41:11).
If you are righteous, what do you give to him; or what does he receive from your hand? (Job 35:7)
Who has given to me, that I should repay him? Whatever is under the whole heaven is mine (Job 41:11).
Even Hannah has not! Samuel was actually given by God to her.Hannah has sung a prayer (1 Samuel 2:1-10) which was similar to the Magnificat by Mary (Luke 1:46-55). Both of them praised the "reversal of fortune" for believers.
The LORD kills and brings to life; he brings down to Sheol and raises up.
The LORD makes poor and makes rich; he brings low, he also exalts (1 Samuel 2:6-7).
In reflecting the life of Hannah, we can see that humiliation will not last forever and we do not part with what we give. God is generous to those who seek Him. So, let us enjoy being generous.Dear Lord, Christmas is a time to give. Help us open our heart in giving as well as in receiving. Amen.
Monday, 21 December 2009
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The Lord is in your midst
Zephaniah was one of the twelve minor prophets. His ministry was in the southern kingdom Judah. It began some time before the religious reforms of King Josiah. Today, we are reading the last section of Zephaniah. The prophet consoled the people, telling them that the Lord was in their midst (Zephaniah 3:5a, 15b, 17a). He would remove judgments against them.
Now is not a time of judgment but a time of grace. God has tried to be fair to Satan. That explains why Jesus has to suffer and died on the cross. But in the end, God shall cast out Satan, the enemy. The Accuser has prevailed for long enough. God must intervene to save us.
The LORD has taken away the judgments against you, he has cast out your enemies. The King of Israel, the LORD, is in your midst; you shall fear evil no more (Zephaniah 3:15).
What then is salvation? It is God in our midst. That was what Paul had in mind when he asked the following rhetoric question.
When God is for us, who is against us? (Romans 8:31b)
That is why we shall fear evil no more because God is on our side.Zephaniah 3:17 is another verse of salvation. It tries to explain what life in salvation is like. But different versions offer different translations!
The LORD, your God, is in your midst, a warrior who gives victory; he will rejoice over you with gladness, he will renew you in his love; he will exult over you with loud singing (RSV)
The LORD thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing (KJV).
RSV seems to refer to LXX in her translation.
καὶ καινιεῖ σε ἐν τῇ ἀγαπήσει αὐτοῦ (And shall revive you in his affection).
KJV follows MT in her translation.
יַחֲרִישׁ בְּאַהֲבָתוֹ (he will be silent in his love)
So, which one is the correct interpretation? Will God be silent / take a rest in His love? or Will God revive / renew you?
Personally, I prefer the RSV interpretation. God's love is transformative. He redeems us with His love through Christ.
The KJV translation seems to reflect a contemplative state. Both God and I are engaged in a silent encounter. There is no more language around. God is the giver of this love. Out of His initiative, He poured out His Love.Dear Lord, when You are in our midst, we are all safe. Be with us always to guide us home. Amen.
Sunday, 20 December 2009
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Fourth Advent Sunday (Year C)
Eight members from the youth choir went on a retreat from Saturday to Sunday in Honeyville. They invited Fr. Patrick Sun to be the spiritual director. I have not gone on a retreat for many years and am badly in need for one. Therefore, after the Church History lesson in the Seminary, I rushed to the Retreat House in Mount Davis Road. The choir members took up a very active role in this retreat. They planned the schedule with Fr. Patrick. They ran part of the show. For example, by the time I arrived and had my dinner, Wulstan was conducting an activity in which a blind-folded member had to listen to his partner's instruction to walk through a maze made up of thumb pins! These young people can take care of themselves. They decorated the chapel and fully immersed themselves in the different prayer exercises conducted by Fr. Patrick who introduced and practised with us the Divine Mercy devotion as well as the Lectio Divina. We also had a Taizè evening prayer service in the chapel. The service was conducted around a crucifix. After several rounds of Taizè hymns and Bible reading, each of us took turn to prostrate before the crucifix, touching it and pour out our pains, prayers, sins and worries to the crucified Lord. Fr. Patrick taught us that our achievements could somehow be traced back to God who made our good possible. But our sufferings and our sins were definitely the work of man. When we offer our achievements to God, we are giving back to God what should have belonged to God. But when we offer our pains and our sins, we are offering ourselves. When I prostrated myself in front of the crucifix and stayed in such a posture for about three minutes, I did not sense any outpour of emotions. Rather, I sensed the Lord told me that I was NOT yet ready.
In the morning after breakfast, we read Psalm 103 together before we went down to the beach to reach God through getting in touch with the nature. Fr. Patrick told us to rely less on our sight but more on hearing the birds, hearing the waves. He encouraged us to pick up rocks on the beach to feel the texture, smell the salty air etc. When I reached the beach, I chose a slab of stone nearest the sea to sit down. After a long period of depression and withdrawal, I am able to come out a bit. These days, a phrase kept cycling around my ears, telling me to try out newer experience. The Sweet Lord is asking me to come out from my comfort zone, equip myself to serve others. We did our sharing afterwards and Wulstan showed us a piece of rock he picked up. He sensed that the Lord told him to choose a verse from the Bible for the rock and write on it. From the rock, he saw all men being rocks. For each of us, God has prepared a verse.
After sharing, Fr. Patrick taught us Lectio Divina. He gave us 3 passages to choose from and prayed with the passage. I chose the second reading of the Sunday Mass, Hebrews 10:5-10 which turns out to be the most popular choice among us. Wulstan chose the gospel reading from Epiphany instead. We headed off to different places to do Lectio Divina. We read the passage aloud several times. When we come to a verse which we receive some special feelings, we keep reading the verse until we internalize it. If we are lucky (i.e. if it be God's will), we may enter the last stage --- contemplation, a face to face encounter with God.
After reading aloud the passage for about 10 times, I gradually narrowed down the reading to less verses and at last focused on this verse.
He abolishes the first in order to establish the second (Hebrews 10:9b).
I found it difficult to articulate the feeling about this half-verse. God speaks to me through this half-verse. What did He want to abolish through me, in me? What did He want to establish through me, in me? Unfortunately, I was not able to reach contemplation. The answer remains out of reach.
Wulstan did not just focus on one verse but verses related to the Magi. The first one was a half-verse.
Where is he who has been born king of the Jews? (Matthew 2:2a)
He did not simply read it aloud. He sang it. In the end, he sang "The king of the Jews is here!"
He also had specially feelings on the gifts from the Magi. He asked himself what gifts he had brought. Then he was aware that he had nothing to offer but his worries and frustrations at this moment. Thank you Lord, my son is growing up, physically as well as spiritually.
I came to this retreat, trying to reflect on my position at this moment. Perhaps I am too much occupied and have not given myself enough time to reflect seriously on my career. Perhaps I need to give up some good things in order to establish a better thing.Dear Lord, may Your coming refresh my vision. Allow me to see more clearly my way ahead. I am lack of confidence. Amen.
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a Religious Studies and English Language teacher in Shung Tak Catholic English College, Yuen Long, N.T.





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